i seriously hate hypocrites.those people who are being nice to you in front and backstab you at the back, those people real sucks to the core and this is the first time that i experience that and i seriously hope that will be the last time i will be experiencing it too.the feeling of being backstab by people who you thought that are "nice" real sucks and it happens to me and my bestie.We still have a week more to go and to try to tolerate things and hoping things will get better as the day goes on.It is tiring enough to stand for 12 hours promoting things and you still get backstab behind your back.It is real tiring but the only consolation is that next fri will be the last day and I am still considering if I want to put Sunday as my last day or not as I have to work for 12 hours a day including sat and sun and break is only for 1/2 hr for both lunch and dinner.But luckily, for today, time pass quickly though my bestie is relocated to another location which is near the location that I worked so we still can meet for lunch and dinner.

things that i eat today(in order)

-1 currypuff;
-1 sauguage bread;
-1 coffee shake;
-1 corn soup;
-3 frozen strawberries;
-1 packet of nasi lemak;
-1/2 dragon fruit

i know i add alot of food today and will try to eat lesser tomorrow hopefully.I went to see the face doc today and now my face is in a real terrible state but luckily this few days will be slacking at home as usual so do not need to go out in a terrible state.hopefully, my face condition will be much better by thursday or friday.(praying hard)

i have got back my results today and it was kind of disappointing.I did not get any As for any modules and my results have deproved from the last test and all thanks to programming, I got a C+ for 1 of the module.I better buck up for the next sem and this time, i will study harder and not slack like this semester.My aim for next semester is to get GPA 3.6.So, i better work towards my target and try harder.

Results of my modules

CM-B(from A to a B)
COS-B
FSP-C+(from a B+ to a C+)
WP-B
FP-B
Cats-B

GPA=3.0000

i know my results real sucks but i am going to buck up for next sem and the timetable for IS module for next sem is out.The tyming is kind of weird as it is neither 8 nor 1 and it is between 8-1. My IS will start at 10 and end at 3 as there is a lunch break from 12-1.This is kind of weird and the tyming sucks too.I would rather 8 or 1 but luckily for e odd weeks, I do not need to attend IAC as it is for even weeks only so i can go home at 12.Hur Hur, now for the time to reflect on why my results are so bad and sucky.

i am bored.

i went to malaysia yesterday for a day tour trip with lots of people who is staying my house to go to desaru to see the fruit farm and then went to see the waterfall at kota tinggi and went to desaru beach before going to see the fireflies.The fruit farm is nice, filled with fruits and the beach is normal as there are nothning nice to see but the toilet near the beach real sucks.That is the worst out of the worst toilet that I have ever went to and even the toilets in Shanghai are better than that and they charge 30cents per entry.That is so crazy.Lunch is in a restaurant and the food there are not bad especially the fish, it is just so fresh that i kept eating it.Hahas...Before making out way to see the fireflies, we went to have our dinner at a restaurant too.This time, the rstaurant food is ok but the vegetables are nice.Lettuce and peas with mushrooms filled with savoury sauce.yum yum.before having a food went to queue up for the toilet and ann and christopher jumped queue as there were just too many people and one of the lady just ask christopher"are you a singaporean?","singaporean do not jumped queue".What the fuck..!! please lorx, if ou say that then why do i see you jumping queue in the morning when we have to pass through the custom.don't come and talk this kind of rubbish to them.Then, her two daughters scold them kuai lan in a nice way.Fuck lahx...the two children are young and they do not know anything and don't tell me that you are so big and you don't know what is right and what is wrong ok and because i tolerated you all and do not want the matter to blow up, that's why i did not scold you all vulgar words and did not bother to say you all and not that you two only know how to scold and i don't know how to scold, is i just don't want to scold in front of SO MANY PEOPLE kkx. if you are so lucky and anyhow click on this blog and read the entry then good for you.anyway, my mood was being affected by them but for not too long as i saw many fireflies beneath the tree and that is just so nice but their lifespan is onli for 3 weeks.How life can be so fragile and it is such a pity that each fireflies can live for 3 weeks only but i must say that Malaysia's fireflies is not as nice as the fireflies that i had seen years ago in New Zealand.New Zealand's ones are nicer and more.hur hur...

i have been quite busy for the past two days and it has also been two days since siew cheng has left.I have also been working OT for the past few days but i have already started on counting down on the days that are remaining for me to work there.Hur hur...monday will be my last day of work and i will be resting for about two weeks before going to work as a mooncake promoter with may and then i will relax during the last week of holiday and school will reopens the other week.hahas..what a great planning right.anyway, results will be coming out next week and i am bit worried about the results and i am praying hard that my results will be good and will be what i had expected.anyway, yesterday when i came back home from work, my dad told me that the crocodile hunter had passed away.he was still filming the documentary when the incident had happened and he was able to handle a crocodile but he couldn't handle the stringray.it was his passion and love for animals that killed him.how life can be so fragile and anything could just happened during that minute so better cherish what you have now.(:

11 oct 06--1To1 peeps gathering[wild wild wet]

i must say that work is kind of relaxing for the past few days but i will be quitting soon and my last day of that job will be on 13 sept though i may not be sure if i will be leaving on mon or not.i am still undecisive so if mrs lim goes to office on mon then i will be leaving on fri if not i will leave on the 13 of sept.hahas...finally after torturing myself to go to work for the past 1 week and and after the 13 i will rest for about a week before selling mooncakes with may at tampines mall on the 22 or 25 for two weeks..oh man..i really miss her lots and she is a friend who will listen to your troubles when you are down and will be there to share your happiness when you are feeling happy too.in short,she is there for you in your ups and downs time and that's not all there are still many friends of mine who are there with me for my ups and downs too.back to the topic of my office...oh my god, the office is really filled with dust and on the first day of work i already get rashes on my leg and then a few pimples also popped up but luckily i went to see the face doctor so my face condition has improved bit by bit.i just simply cannot wait till the 13 of sept which is two weeks away but i feel that it is such a long week ahead of me.i just hope that next week will be a better week and time will flies quickly not like this two weeks and hope that tomorrow i will be able to go to IT fair which is at expo with my parents to see mp3 players.i just cannot wait till tomorrow and just hope that my dad is willing to lend mi money to buy nano first and i will just pay him in the month of october.i am also going to run starting from mon after work to exercise and lose weight.i have just gained a few more kgs again and i want to lose a few more kg to 43 kg.so be it,43kg will be my target.no more snacks, no more tidbits and take lesser chocolates.no more gasey drinks just green tea or chrysanthemum tea.no meals more than 3 meals a day and yea.jia you. (: