went to ps meet angeline n she promote her products to mi...hahas...but so long nv c her le since feb or last yr nov lolx...too long...forgt wen ish e last tym i saw her le...she still looked so cute n she ish still e same as before...hahas...den ltr met up wif may oso...last saw her at feb oso...hahas...missed e daes wen we were at 5 blessin man...den after tat went back hm lolx...had ate so much todae...let mi list out wad i hav ate todae frm mornin...white chocolates,bread with ham,rice wif grilled chicken,curry n egg,corn soup,butterfly prawns,coffee shake n milk tea,yoghurt drink n bread wif ham again....omg...had put on so much weight ord...dun dare to weigh myself since e last pe lesson i had last yr which ended in august or sep 2005...hmm....thinkin of many things again...mayb nw holidaes feelin too free n nthnin to do so think of so many things...mayb life isn't tat sux though it sux at tyms...n mayb i shuld think of e pros n cons...every thing tat i do in life sure has its advantages n disadvantages 1...so i shuld nt b thinkin of e negative side oso...will try to improve on myself 1...since life ish so precious...so y nt enjoy life n do e things tat we wanted to do b4 regretting...i hav regretted on many things le....so beta nt regret anymore...e feeling of regret juz simply sux so dun ever regret...i hav tasted tat feelings for 3 tyms ord...e 1st tym happened wen i was in pri 6...after takin my psle result...i was so sad...y didn't i study n slack...?? n in e end i went to normal acad....if i had study a bit harder mayb i will b in express n i will nt go to phs...n mayb i can go to my dream sch...CGS...but i noe many wonderful ppl in phs n they b cum e best memories of my life though e sch realli seems sucky as 1 yr pass by 1 yr...ok...but cum to think of it....i had e best tym of my sec sch yrs...n those yrs r realli fun...full of fun ppl n friens...e 2nd tym ish wen i took my o-lvls....y did i start studyin too late...if i had studied at e start of e yr mayb i will nt hav gotten those sucky results n may even gt to e biz course tat i much badly wanted n would nt gt into such a stress course....but cum to think of it...everywhere ish full of stress...no wonder where i go....no matter which course i went to...there will sure be stress but onli at different level lolx...n i gotta noe such lame,crappy,friendly,fun ppl...in IT...hahas...dunno whether to regret or wad oso....but e 3rd tym i will realli regret it...i gave up piano...for so many yrs...i hav taken piano...it had gave mi joy but stress n sadness....coz i dunno y oso i juz cannt seemed to try to practise piano by myself without ppl callin mi....mayb i did nt like practisin piano or wad....i wanna take e practical exams n take up piano again but did nt noe wen will i do it or i nv will do it coz i scared i will fail e practical exams again....i hav passed theory grade 5 ord n do nt nid to take any more if i do nt need to take...but if i wanna take up piano again i hav to retake grade 5 again till i pass....i lurve e music played by pianists but i juz feel tat my standard ish nt there or nt even 1/5 of it...my piano practising juz sux n i hav nt been practisin for sum tyms le...haix...contradicting myself... but i have nt give up on piano yet...i m still tryin to realli commit myself to it so tat i will lurve piano more n more n nt lettin ppl force mi to practise n juz grumble in my heart lolx...still thinkin whether to take up or nt...??? hmm....den todae...gotta into a quarrel or sum sort of argument again....sorrie...vina...for draggin u down into tis....realli sorrie kkx....dun ever regret in e things tat u do ok....e feelings of regretting juz simply sux kkx... i hav tasted e feelings for so many tyms ord...so dun ever regret...kkx......anywae...hav straighten out my thinkin ord bahx....e earth will nt stop rotating...juz b coz of u nt straightenin ur thinkin or wad so eva shit lolx.... so ppl...jia you....